Everyone's Kinky

I had a midnight thought.

People have this construct known as God because they want structure, security and predictability in their lives. They want behavior to reliably result in a reward or punishment. They want to be controlled, typically as puppets of their fate, pre-destiny or whatever 'has been written.'

The idea of a vengeful God, or Hell, is the penultimate realization of this masochistic urge. There's a thrill in the threat, and of course that knee-wobbling fear its imagery instills.

Need to stop wanting. All

Need to stop wanting.

All this pain is trapped in an illusion of need.

Be free and be happy.

Blah.

Having majored in Biopsychology does not give me the expertise to diagnose and remedy anyone's mental health issues.

Never notice that I always scrub twice.

Truth is I'll never be clean.

But that doesn't stop me from trying.

I've got hope.